Siren Shell

I am often afraid my romantic life is like this book. Dorian fell in love with this broke, beautiful, talented, young actress. He proposed to her. She expressed relief at this because it meant she could stop acting and relax, it was desperation all along. Well, this horrified Dorian and he cancelled the engagement. This actress then killed herself. Not for the dramatic ending but I played instruments beautifully and I stopped when I moved in with my bf because I felt I could process my emotions and save $. This was on a subconscious level of course but I can feel my bf falling out of ❤️ with me and realize that we might not be a good match.